Le 6 Octobre 2009 le maison
Ngayon lang uli nakapag-blog. Ahm now, am happy with what is happening. I have many achievements as of now- personal, academically, spiritually etc. etc. In simpler views, am having a total life changes ata.
Kanina we had participated in a debate then yun nung una parang natakot ako kase naman mga scholars yung kalaban ko. And- I know that my say naman din sila. This time, kateam up ko yung aking mga kaklase na sina Ate Armie at Trizia. Yun, as we believed we did our best. Pero as I assesed parang kulang pa din. Di naman sa nagyayabang but I thinked their is a much higher peak than this. Yun, and am continue working on that.
Kahit pano din naman eh marami na din ako na-achieve at nai-sacrifice. Now, I do not have what I can call barkadas. Yeah, I have friends but still their not penetrating something deep within me. Yung feeling na parang mababaw pa yung pagkaunawa nila sa akin. I have a friend ALthea, which I think commonly misinterpret me. I dunno. She is much used to say na mayabang ako.( Mayabang ba ako?..)
Hay, kung san-san na napupunta yung mga discussions natin. Masaya ako kase yung mga family matters turns a better way na for me.
And yung grammar ko turns a whole lot better. Siguro talagang mas nakikipag-usap lang ako ngayon in English kaya ganun. Marami yung nagsasabi- di naman ako eh. That is my matrix- Badeth and Reena of m2B. Ahm yung si judge sa debate.
Hay ang dami talaga. Nakakatuwa. So accomplishing personally.
Tapos yung sa academically eh yun medyo nadi-discover. But I feel deep within me that their is much more thing to discover personally. Bata pa naman ako. Sana what Sir Allan imparted on me as an email which says. " "yehey! it's good to be part of this. i'm always happy every time you participate. keep that up, mark! wait for a bigger responsibility. i believe in you and i want you to excel. God bless"..
Thats a partial email, siempre yung ibang details eh personal na. Masya yung feeling na may nakaka-appreciate nung mga ginagawa mo. Hehe.
Yun lang naman muna I think for now.
Mamaya na uli ako online. May gagawin pa din muna ako.
